Tuesday, February 9, 2010

The chronicles of Mark Clemens, Part I

"The best way to overcome writer's block is to simply write. The best way to overcome writer's block is to simply write. But write what?" Mark loved pens. He liked nice pens. Good, sturdy, substantial pens with a nice, clean, thin line. He had a thing for tools of just about any kind, but there was a special place in his heart for quality pens. Any time something important happened in the modern world, pens were present. The pen was the instrument that finalized virtually every agreement between people, companies, and countries. Pens had started and ended wars, countries, families, countries, friendships, treaties, and imaginary worlds. Mark loved to feel the power of undefined possibility embodied in a simple cylinder with ink in it, to imagine what that simple object could somehow do. Imagining was one thing, however, getting all that stuff out was a challenge he hadn't quite anticipated.
"Just write," he thought. The pen was on the paper. The little ball had set down a .7 mm dot of ink and was waiting to roll itself around to lay down some more. "No thought is totally random," Mark thought. "Every crystal starts somewhere, on something. Trees have seeds. Ideas need inspiration." He did not suffer from a shortage of ideas, that was for sure. His head was swimming with nonsensical bits of fantasy and fact that would not stick to one another. He tried to reach out and grab a piece, but each time he did it seemed to swim away out of reach.
Mark took the pen off of the paper, leaving the little black dot sitting between the first and second lines on his first sheet of college ruled paper. He leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes, giving up on trying to push his thoughts around. As he relaxed, the bits of ideas seemed to swirl a little slower in his vast mental soup. Mark imagined he was watching from a distance, a sort of storm chaser on the hunt for tornadoes. He'd spotted an impressive one and was waiting to see what it was going to do. If he looked closely he could see each individual particle swirling around and around, propelled by a force that was itself invisible. He began to realize that the particles were slowing down, and when he looked at the whole tornado again, it had began to take a different, not yet definable, shape. Mark watched, trying to make sense of the form. The swirling slowed even more as the form defined itself. All at once, Mark was sprinting towards it with all the energy he had. The shape did not flee, but waited for him. He leaped the last few feet and tackled the thing, holding it tightly in his harms. His eyes flew open, he sat up. He picked up the pen, put it back on the paper, and began to write.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Weekly Post: Free Grand Slam

So I decided that with the revival of the blog that I was going to commit to a weekly post. As for a subject how does free food sound? Denny's is hosting a free grand slam day tomorrow 6am-2pm be there or be square.

Well I won't quite leave it at that. Life is a complicated process and things have been weighing heavily on me lately, I am hoping to bring about some more changes in my life, but also am looking at helping business improve.

Best wishes to all of you and I hope you make it to 27 as I have now done.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Oh boy

What an adventure.

Life continues to be unpredictable in most ways except for the most critical. I have employment that is sufficient for our needs, a solid family, lots of support from family, friends and neighbors, and we go to Church every week. These are the things I can count on. Everything else, however, is always a mystery.

I have employment. Where that employment is at any given moment is often a surprise. Superguy said he's working at Mishap Studios. I'm not. That's right, the entrepreneur in me (just as I learned how to spell that very odd word), decided to take a break, step back, and assess what it means to be an entrepreneur, and revise my philosophy on the topic. So now I have a job. Strangely enough, many of those ideas that I had always associated with business ownership, like "freedom" and "financial independence," turned out to be almost completely absent from the position I held. To complete the irony, I have both of those things in greater abundance in my current position than I had when I was a co-owner of my own company. I'll probably go back to entrepreneurism some day, but I'll do it right next time. Ha ha. Mishap continues, however, and I wish them, and Superguy, the best out there.

I have a solid family. The dynamics thereof are always in flux as kids grow and personalities develop, and "phases" come and go. Child number 1 is absolutely 100% (or more) girl. She's so princess-ey that I wonder how she could come from tom-boy Ashley or mucky-farmer me. I can attest that the Nature side of the equation holds its own well. Number 2, on the other hand, is all boy. Fingers in food, dirt in hair, snow (of any color of the rainbow) in mouth. Tret is as high-maintenance as 7-month-olds usually are, but is cute enough to make up for it. And Ashley has what Bro. Christensen at the Institute would call the Egyptian Flu. That's where you're sick for 9 months and then turn in to a mummy. Due for complete (re)-mummification around the end of September. This disease is always an adventure.

This sounds rather like a Christmas letter.

I was digging through some stuff my Mom pulled out of her attic and left in my garage (because I guess since I have a basement to put it in she wants her house back), and I found three copies of the map to the time capsule. It does say, very clearly, that it is to be retrieved in 2011 (not 2006). My-oh-my how time files. Could've been last week that we pulled it down prematurely. But that's enough of that.

Hope this blog works out better this time. And I hope you are all doing well. Keep in touch.

To Ked: She asked me directly if I knew any eligible guys. I'm not becoming a "get this guy married off" kind of person. Just thought you should know. And she's nice.

Tchau!

Monday, February 1, 2010

Resurrection

My dear fellow Herd members I wish all of you a happy 10th anniversary of Herd-dom. Since I don't have any date of creation I will simply say that 10 years ago this "school year" we formed a lasting establishment whose web presence has been lying dormant for pretty much a year. I am calling out to you now to reestablish this link through this blog.

As an update from me I am in Cedar City after a difficult decision to move back and working with Mishap Studios as an office manager and iPhone programmer. I hope to make progress with them and inroads in my self education of programming. I have two apps currently available on the app store and hope for many more in the future.

Please rejoin us as we embark on a second decade of existence. As a few more milestones I connected to this "school year" 15 years since 6th grade a year I met Nathan and Bach. As I said 10 since our organization, 5 now since the last of us returned from his mission coinciding with first of us embarking on his next mission. Many other milestones have been etched on all of our memories some of those more clear than others. Let us go forward continuing to make memories together.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Returning to the Light

I was thinking as I looked through some stuff that we kind of fizzled out again. Would it be better to return to this blog? I know I found it easier to post and follow. Just a thought, because if nothing else it is nice to hear the occasional word, even if we don't go farther than that (or is it further?).

Hagoda

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Where are we again?

Where is that other site again? :0

Umm yeah it is there...

And it works pretty well, brings back memories of people disappearing for several weeks at a time... No wait they aren't memories... They are now.

Hope everyone is well

SuperGuy