Another day of warm weather

I was going to write something serious and I had about a paragraph into it but I just didn't want to do it. This week has been one of the best in a long time. But there are times where the past comes back to haunt me. I've experienced quite a few things here in Provo, a lot of interesting dating experiences. It has been so difficult to heal from many of these, especially this last one. It takes so much to learn how to reform the mind and heart.

But I said I didn't want to go there. This week I have felt more of my old, adventurous Ked self than I have in years. I've felt more desire to be connected with you guys as well. Life is changing. It is changing for the better. I feel like I've returned from a long stay in Liberty Jail. Who knows, I could be on my way to another dark cell.

I want to enjoy my life again. I want to explore canyons, caves, abandoned building. I want to do crazy things like hang on the top of Ben's car as he hits the e-brake and whips the car around. I want to go camping and traveling. I want to jump off cliffs into pools and rivers, to run until I start to hurt. I have been too long in a slump. I am returning.
I feel, right now, as though we are still separated by distance but somehow we will still unite and conquer yet.

And NOW...after all that talk...I have to go do homework. :) See you guys later!